Rebecca’s Lost Journals Volume 4: My Master by Lisa Renee Jones is fourth and final novella before Being Me releases June 11th. For me, I’m ready to get down to the main event! Though this installment seemed to have the most clues, we still are left hanging, and wondering. This installment also had a sad, yet hopeful feeling to it throughout the whole read.
Volume 4: My Master, takes place about a year after His Submissive ended. They have renewed the contract several times, and are getting ready to renew again. Rebecca has fallen deeper and deeper in love with her Master, but is now realizing he will never feel the same.
“…he says love is a facade that twists people in knots, and yes, he’s gone so far as to say that it destroys.”
Rebecca is starting to become a little more self-aware and is beginning to find herself again.
“He’s an addiction, and addictions are never good for you.”
Her nightmares are coming more often now, and she knows this relationship is getting the better of her.
“The scenes we enact together take me deeper and deeper into the places I know represent his internal hell, and yet I can’t pull him back. Instead, he’s pulling me inside that dark hole that is his escape. Only there is no escape for me anymore: not when every scene pushes me beyond the limits that mean pleasure for me. He doesn’t see that, either. And as my Master, he should. Oddly, as I’m beginning to find me again, I think he’s completely lost me. Or maybe I’ve lost him.”
But we also see that Master is getting a little more desperate to keep her, and Rebecca is getting strong enough to stand up for herself and her needs. While there are no new answers given, there are a lot more clues. Clues that make it seem as though Rebecca may have just taken off for her own sanity. But we still just don’t know.
Rating: 4 stars 4 Heat
While I have really enjoyed these little novellas, I am just getting antsy to read Being Me, the next full-length novel, where Sara gets caught in seemingly the same web that Rebecca did. Hopefully there will be some more answers!
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